urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn Illuminated by Insanity newdethsens8tn 2006-03-18T16:25:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn:1711 2006-03-18T16:25:06Z 2006-03-18T16:25:06Z the love I have found has opened my eyes,no longer the girl with the teary eyes,<br />Now fate has shined its light on down,no longer a river of sorrow in which to drown<br />Endless beauty so meaningful in abundance here,tho I'm regretfull of my ignorance to it thru all the years<br />My mind is open and my heart is free,I dance a funeral jig in remembrence of who I used to be<br /><br />Everywhere,in everything,in the dead of winter,in the soggy spring,the meaning of life is manifested in every pore,atom,dna,genom,fiber,leaf,corner,stone,darkness,light,peaceful fight,in every day and every night,till the end which is only the beginning I see the love,absorb it like vitamin D from the sun and give it new shape and form and more meaning before I send it back out to the world.<br />I am grateful for being given the chance to see things most people dont,Im grateful for my god for letting my eyes open wide enough to grasp what it was trying to tell me.Everything happens for a reason,and for too effing long i was oblivious to the signs,for too long I fostered hatred in this heart of mine,it ate me up inside and polluted the ones I held close for too long,but only now after the darkest night,does the meaning of life and light really shine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn:1343 2005-12-03T22:13:15Z 2005-12-03T22:13:15Z Hey guys,Im posting this to try to sell my car.Its a 1992 toyota camry le white 4 door sedan,56k,needs a tune up/minor body work (a side mirror but i could get that and put it on if needed).Im the second owner and this is the first time things have ever needed to be fixed because the car was only driven 47k in 10 or more years.It has power everything,cruise control,ABS,and an optional $300 Pioneer stereo (which I havent decided fi I am leaving in it or not).Im askin for like $2200 give or take but im willing to negotiate.The kelly blue book value says it is worth $2225,even with the work that needs to be done,which really isnt much besides maintenance and a few other minor things.So if anyone is interested let me know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn:1210 2005-01-31T05:08:32Z 2005-01-31T05:08:32Z HOW ARE ALL YOU SICK MOTHERFUCKERS OUT THERE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />It's Captain Howdy.Get ready to spit some BilE! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn:823 2004-12-23T20:57:15Z 2004-12-23T20:57:15Z &lt;3 Steve &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn:615 2004-12-11T08:41:11Z 2004-12-11T08:41:11Z fsdfs urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newdethsens8tn:506 2004-12-11T01:52:07Z 2004-12-11T01:52:07Z Testes,testes...one.two..three?!